ugh

I am angry! not angry i guess just super super frustrated!

homework

Why am I such an effing procrastinator! I want a cute boy! I dont want a relationship! I just want to go on dates! This doesn't make things complicated!

hit and miss? a definite miss

Christine you missed my point! Stop cramming things into your timeline of going to school, just let it happen! It more your social calender i was talking about!

I was reflecting, ive been reflecting a hell of a lot! I am happy being the way I am! I have no problem with being the way i am the rest of my life! I love me! I am in love with the person I am! And I think this is healthy! I want what is best for me! And whatever that is is great!

The moon is filling my soul with warmth tonight. I wish i could take a walk! I can't go alone though...........ugh. One day I'll take a midnight summer walk with someone! I don't want to be tired. And I don't want to have to go to sleep!

friday

would be a good date night

three weeks

three weeks of school and soooooooo much work to go

realism

Love isnt realism. Realism is a favorite of mine. When are people going to wake up and face the facts. gosh Im sick of people being childish and thinking people change because they dont. Im a severe optimist and my optimism doesn't stretch that far. Sorry to disappoint all of you who this i see the good side of people. Im just frustrated today.

Lighter note!

May 7th! Performance final!

I get to be a boy and I get to do a monologue! this should be great! Im not going to lie im nervous.

Well is starts with loving yourself......you have to be 100 percent ok with being the person you are and kinow that a gf/bf will never complete you and that by yourself you can do anything

Its not but it should be this way........like right now Im great being alone, becasue im not alone, i hate when its refereed to that, I have so many people around me that are my friends....and yes I miss flirting and getting hit on, but I know im pretty and I know i dont need that

Christine give it time, i love you deary dont rush anything in life, dont live on your timeline

Events!!

Had a lovely eventful crazy saturday night!!!!!!! And today is stage combat!!!

friday

Why and I absolutely so exhausted.....well i did do alot his week i guess....I worked 31 hours so far and I still have another day of work, this is goooood!!! I have alot to do this weekend though. Babysitting all day tomorrow, Im planning on going to the park! and Sunday I have acting extra credit! Its learning stage combat!!!!!

sunshine and raindrops?

Today Was wonderful! I changed plans again! Im going to stop fast forward this time in my life! I am Incredible happy right now, why can't I just slow down and soak it in, Because being busy and crazy makes me happy.

THIS WEEK!

File my FASFA

register for classes for the fall

Save some money

Today I realized I have really really high standards and I sure as hell hope someone can meet them one day.

103

For christine

If you feel lonely, bored, unloved, desperate don't go looking for a guy! Those don't last and are the worst kind.

111

I feel lucky today. I feel like good things happened, even though it was a nothing kind of day.

I've probably been watching to much batman! How I love it!

I need to go to the gym some more thats what I am doing tonight. I could use some adrenaline coursing through my veins thats what i need. Any kind. the kind you get from being with someone you really like! ohhh....I am missing this a tad its been way to long.

whats on my mind

at 11:35 oh a saturday night, while i should be doing homework. I just wanna take a walk. and watch a movie that actually holds my attention. and maybe with someone who holds my attention. And this would be amazing considering how ADD i am.or i just want someone to sit around and talk to me, and not get frustrated with my need for attention. this will take time i know that. for right now im perfectly fine being in my little bubble of freedom, where i work, to pay my bills, go to school, to better my life. this is my goal to better my life!

tired

oh oh oh so tired!

hunger

I could use some positivity and cheering up today!

:/

Today was difficult

this is for christine

This is all for you babe! hahaha

Your ok! We need to talk soon and hang out! Because we need to talk through your things that are going on. I love you girl! and Your great, just you is great! you dont need another person to complete you, because thats shit, or so my book says!

102

Dont Be with someone who doesn't make make an effort to be with you.

new day

Is ready for a brand new day tomorrow

relationships 101

Everyday Im going to post a new tip, maybe one day ill write a book. I think I give pretty good advice, even though i rarely take my own advice. Plus I think I've learned a few things from my own relationships and others.

1. Girls don't talk to the guy first, Make him work if he actually wants to talk to you. Don't use excuses like "oh he is shy" thats a load of shit. A guy likes you he will talk to you! And don't lie and say you just want to be friends. because thats shit too.

whats on my mind

Im pouring out everything thats happened over the last few weeks, because on the off chance someone sees this I want them to really know whats going on. I hate that people judge and assume without knowing the full story. I think it's extremely childish. Yes, I broke up with Dominic, and my reasons for that are my own and I am happy and I haven't regretted it. You can't regret decisions in life, im sure i've talked about it before. Today is a me day. And every day from here on out. Im working on my morals, to make them stronger so they wont be compromised. I don't want that to happen again, is that too much to ask? I will be working on my relationship with God, because Im not showing its very important to me! Im working on being without a guy, cause hell if i need one. I need to figure out me before I try and figure out me with someone else. Thats whats on my mind. I'm not sad. This is actually that happiest I've been in a really long time. And I'm soaking it in.

crazy night, and i am once again reminded why i definitely do not drink.

i think tonight will be amazing ;)

Today is beautiful :)

ahhhhhhhh

Happiness!!!!!!! Excited for friday :)

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OH HAPPY DAY!

excited

Im excited for tomorrow! Tuesdays are a favorite! Gotta find a date for the orchestra! haha

Happiness

Why do everyday I become Happier. Oh let me guess! Because I am a happy person!

sunshine

I see God in today :)

IM TIRED!!!!! story of my life

beauty

Today was beautiful and I appreciated that