I be independent, I have my cute house, that is bright and cheery and cute. I have my pets. I really just wanted a dog. and A job, that i somehow made a difference in. And a long term Goal in place. and people i love. and people i hang out with alot. and just to be a significant and fabulously flawed ME.
And this is What i actually am
I have a great job, that everyone thinks sucks. But i really like it, and i think i am helping the world somehow. Im going to school, to figure out how to help the work some more. I have a cute house, with one of my two best friends. and It is freaking adorable. we have it decorated and clean, so if someone drops by unexpectedly, its not horrible. I have a sunshiny, literally, room, that screams my personality and creativity. I have a cute little cat, that catches herself on fire.(she is suicidal because she longs for a companion, but we are changing that) We have a fabulous roommate moving in that we really like, she has a cute cat too. I dont have a dog, but ill survive. I dont have a man, and im ever better with that. yeah it sucks but im great! Yeah i mess up, where the flawed comes in. but I know someone who tries to make me perfect. and I have meaning and hope and dreams and reality and nothing stands in my way.
How this ties together
I have my life i always wanted, ive stopped wishing for the future, because the future is now. its this second, we have the capacity and ability to change our own destiny, and to make ourselves happy with the today things in life. And this is why I am happy. I have a god who loves me more than anything, I have freakin amazing friends, who are crazy and insane. I have a great perhaps, that is this
