So these days for me blogging is just me getting out and voicing what im feeling



and Gods Grace is so enough, and thats what im living in. And i need to forgive myself. huge step and acknowledge that I cant do anything on my own.

so its great to be in a good place! when you realize all the stupid decisions that you made, and then with Gods grace you can some how move past it. I've been thinking about addicts alot recently, cause i was reading a book about them. and With addiction you wake up each day and ask god to get you through it because thats the only way you will not fall into temptation. And with sin no matter what it is it is the same. You have to wake up and ask god to get your through because he is your strength and nothing else can help you stay strong.

So thats where I am. I made another huge step. and I'm still trying to not care hundreds and thousands of miles away. Because it doesnt matter. God has turned this into my life and i'm going to make the freakin' best of it yet. I know God has huge plans for me. And Im praying for patience to wait on the good that He is going to bring.

Sometimes life sucks, well people around you hurt people you love, and that is what sucks. But then sometimes You get love from someone and that makes it all better. and sometimes you feel like you've been dealt a low blow, but then you realize how much better off you are and its all ok! and im thanking god for what i have tonight!

SOOOOOOOO......life is pretty fucking fantastic!!!! :)