run,run,run....run right into you

Thanksgiving....fantastic! I completely love my family, even though they are insane and nosy. I adore Bryan, still to this day he is my all-time favorite kid. His imagination is freakin fantastic! Best kid i know! <3 my prayers are for real with my aunt though she needs jesus so bad!! its like one thing after another with that lady. I am growing to love my dad and his side of the family a little more each time im around them! And I have the cutest little cousin, for real, rachel is wonderful!

Im going to be Auntie Meg!! of course no blood relation but still!!! WOOFREAKINGHOO!!!

So Im trying a new chruch tomorrow, Morg and I can't decide on one we like, and we just need to jump in and get involved somewhere.

stupid cycles

I love when you get smacked upside the face with something......its great..... And I love when I see my mistakes staring so blatantly back in my face. I guess thats what needs to happen to break me of stupid cycles.

Then stupid boy in texas has to go and tell me he misses me, and can't wait to see me and that he wont forget me. Way to break that open again......... stupid cycles.

a fault ive realized i just in head first way to quick

when the world around you is falling apart, and you dont know what to do, pick your shit up, stop feeling sorry for yourself and carry on.




You know I;ve never been in a situation where i recognize someone criticizing someone else for their own faults. I have when people have their nose so far up in others peoples business, and dont let someone speak for them selves, or voice all their problems.....what in the freaking world makes people think thats ok. If you criticize someone for basically not having a pair, or appreciating someone you love as a great and freaking awesome person, how can you then do the exact same thing??? And worry when someone is using someone and stringing them along, and you were getting ready to do that same thing????? Sometimes people frustrate me a whole whole lot!