60th post

I am in love with my life and school and not so much with work though. I have blood work tomorrow, I am not happy. I have these weird medical problems recently, I dont like this. I also have had to give up carbs. this is terrible. But I do like the fact that I have someone to be with me no matter what is going on. I always have a summer playlist, and this summer it didnt formulate the way it should have but christine inspired me! so I think Im going to make a new playlist for my zune!

I am a greek goddess for halloween! I have the first party saturday! Even though I kinda want to be at the boys show, that john is opening instead! oh well Im being a good daughter! I have recently become an awful friend! I forgot to call my bestie today, and I feel all scattered! I need to find something to fill my free time as well. Saturday Im going to see the Indigo Girls Im excited!`

tired

I am tired and happy to have a relaxing weekend!

another

another day at school. I greatly enjoy school! I take my road test today! Im so nervous. Ive been praying like crazy.

reflection on my life

I feel like my life is a bit sureal, Im happy. And I realized i was miserable most of last year. and things that made me happy really depressed me more in the long run.

I was in Utica last week, and its kinda ugly and boring. At one point we were at the boys show and i give tab this look and she said "whats that look about?" And I told her "that this is what my life has become, and i get to take that home" And I was reflecting on how i would be perfectly okay if this was my life forever, Im finally at a place that i am perfectly content. and it is a beautiful thing, But when i always feel like that something big happens. But at the same time big things are happening that are pretty terrible. I guess I need to take things as they come. And trust.

happy happy joy joy

I AM HAPPY!

lazy day till 4

thursday i had my second day of classes, and i actually got homework, And i really love being in school again. I then hung out with Ty! And it was good! I love that child!!!! So i was hanging out with dom and his mommy! and I love them both! and sometimes i cant believe im in the place i am in life, i feel completely blessed to know the people i do and get to do the things i do. So I hadnt actually spent and amount of time in my house from thursday morning to friday night, and i missed my house. I worked so much and i feel like thats all i really do with my life is work, sleep, school, and hang out with dom. And im feeling really spent about this, but i have a whole bunch of time off this week and im really happy about it, i dont think im going to do anything. I got 4 more holes put in my body today, well specifically my ears. :) Im excited, Im tired, Im sick of working. oh well. Im working at 4. and thats about it

today.....

Today was kinda tough, not gunna lie. It was really emotional and heavy. But I made it through. Tomorrow is classes again, and im excited actually! But I want to sleep.

college

I made it through my first day of college and didnt die!!!!!!