7

seven! the number of heaven i think. The days in a week. One of the numbers i hate most!

But i can do seven days. SEVEN DAYS! I see the love of my life!!! SEVEN DAYS! 1 WEEK!

Seperation sucks

I am missing my connecting puzzle piece ever so much. Everything reminds me of him.

But I CHanged my career choice yesterday, and this time im sticking with it. I'm going to be a x-ray tech and Im really excited. I think im going to school in SC starting in May. and I know everyone i know may think this is the stupidest thing i have every done or thought about doing but here are my reasons:

1. I want to be near the boy I love.

2. I get an education, a really good one.

3. It gives me a chance to grow up and be on my own, while only being away at school

4. Im doing what would make me happy, cause i dont want to live the rest of my life wishing i had done things that would have made me happy, or im not going to wait till im older to do what would make me happy just cause im older tomorrow isnt promised to me

5. Worse case senario, I don't like it there, I come home

6. Second Worse case senario we break up I come home

7. Best case senario, I live happily ever after

I'm praying alot, end of story

lazy

I have been such a lazy blogger these days......... its not that interesting things arent happening i just really forget to blog.

Im going to be driving the saturn from now on, my car failed to work with me last week. I popped a tire monday. I also found out that day that i had huge pieces of stuff hanging down, and the complete underside was rusted. and my inspection was up on wednesday. there was no way my car was going to pass, because it needed new tires, and it never starts well, and the mileage doesnt work and i had the check engine light on. So the amazing parents that i have decided i need to buy a new car, and dave would loan me what i didnt have. But my parents decide to buy the car for my mom and just give me mommys car so i didnt have to spend all my savings! YAY!!! now i just need to perfect driving standard so i can drive by myself again. that was the drama of last week.

Oh I got blood taken wednesday and my hand is still bruised. Two more weeks and i hopefully find out for sure about all my medical problems. That requires hardcore prayer on my part.

So Ive been working on christmas presents already! Im excited!

Dom leaves tomorrow :(