when the world around you is falling apart, and you dont know what to do, pick your shit up, stop feeling sorry for yourself and carry on.
You know I;ve never been in a situation where i recognize someone criticizing someone else for their own faults. I have when people have their nose so far up in others peoples business, and dont let someone speak for them selves, or voice all their problems.....what in the freaking world makes people think thats ok. If you criticize someone for basically not having a pair, or appreciating someone you love as a great and freaking awesome person, how can you then do the exact same thing??? And worry when someone is using someone and stringing them along, and you were getting ready to do that same thing????? Sometimes people frustrate me a whole whole lot!
Saturday, November 5, 2011
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friday
Im really excited for tomorrow.
Ever get that feeling that something wonderful will happen??? Thats what I feel. But I dont wanna overthink this and then nothing happens, I just cant live with disappointment.
Ever get that feeling that something wonderful will happen??? Thats what I feel. But I dont wanna overthink this and then nothing happens, I just cant live with disappointment.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Sunday night blues........
I hate the Sunday night blues, even if it was an awesome weekend! :)
Run down of events
Friday i kinda started questioning my whole boy thing (pretty much like i always do) I always need clarity, its a little insane. but then I just flat out asked and oh guess what, it got a tad better. But then Party Friday night! I seriously love being around people that i can be completely myself with it is truly wonderful. And Drama always happens, which is kinda funny too. Ryan shows up. :) You know the thing about that is i love seeing him yes, but sometimes i get picked on about it soo terribly much. Can people just keep there mouths shut about meeting the family?? Like really fuck, its my life not yours, did i even want you to know my business probably not, and you dont have to shout it from the rooftops ok. Well that was my friday, and oh i went shopping with andrea and that was supper fun too.
Saturday......sooo many people! and I seriously had a blast! why was i worried still really not sure. But Everyone was super nice! And Ryan and I got to talk more, about whatever this is between us. Sitting on the swing just sitting there and talking about us, and my morgy and fam and his fam one of the highlights of this weekend, Also when brett, my 5 yr-old boyfriend comes up to me and asks are you married to him(ryan) seriously precious, and when i gave him a hug good bye and he holds his face up and says do i get a kiss. I love babies. And just standing the in the driveway for 30 min just talking. Best hug ive ever had. <3 and i turned my ring
ssoooo...that brings us to today....Im so tired, ive run myself this weekend. And i wish i could have hung out tonight, but there is everything for a reason. Hmmmmmm I thank God for days like this and weekends like this! Nothing makes me feel better!
Good night
Run down of events
Friday i kinda started questioning my whole boy thing (pretty much like i always do) I always need clarity, its a little insane. but then I just flat out asked and oh guess what, it got a tad better. But then Party Friday night! I seriously love being around people that i can be completely myself with it is truly wonderful. And Drama always happens, which is kinda funny too. Ryan shows up. :) You know the thing about that is i love seeing him yes, but sometimes i get picked on about it soo terribly much. Can people just keep there mouths shut about meeting the family?? Like really fuck, its my life not yours, did i even want you to know my business probably not, and you dont have to shout it from the rooftops ok. Well that was my friday, and oh i went shopping with andrea and that was supper fun too.
Saturday......sooo many people! and I seriously had a blast! why was i worried still really not sure. But Everyone was super nice! And Ryan and I got to talk more, about whatever this is between us. Sitting on the swing just sitting there and talking about us, and my morgy and fam and his fam one of the highlights of this weekend, Also when brett, my 5 yr-old boyfriend comes up to me and asks are you married to him(ryan) seriously precious, and when i gave him a hug good bye and he holds his face up and says do i get a kiss. I love babies. And just standing the in the driveway for 30 min just talking. Best hug ive ever had. <3 and i turned my ring
ssoooo...that brings us to today....Im so tired, ive run myself this weekend. And i wish i could have hung out tonight, but there is everything for a reason. Hmmmmmm I thank God for days like this and weekends like this! Nothing makes me feel better!
Good night
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