talk

Sometimes i dont talk to you because i think your busy,
but i still do want to talk to you, i still want you to call

lots and lots

so things have been hard
and they get better, but then they get harder again
Its when i finally feel like i'm over somethings
them something new happens, and i just regress a little
I don't like this so much............I feel like i'm in this constant cycle
We've been talking about death a lot......
And its helped me realize somethings, such as
I need to slow down, i took a drive today, just to drive and it was wonderful
I need to tell people how much they mean to me
It makes me think about if i am really making a difference
In my little piece of the world, I don't really know
These days all i want to do is sit around drinking tea,
and talk to all the people that really mean something to me
I'm starting to feel helpless........i don't like that
Even a part of me feels scared....i don't like that either

You...................

Im letting you make the first move
That will show me how much you still care
I think I've analyzed to much
I need to just be calm
To let whatever happens to happen
Im not going to try to change things
To be the way I want them to be
It's your move, all your move
You have to understand
Everyday is a battle
And I never know how it's going to end
I know that Im hurting
I know that no matter what
you still have that place in my heart
I know this
I cant make your decision
I never want to
I want you to choose
It's you, It's all you
You have to make the move
And I have to let go
And be okay no matter what