Thursday, October 9, 2008

lots and lots

so things have been hard
and they get better, but then they get harder again
Its when i finally feel like i'm over somethings
them something new happens, and i just regress a little
I don't like this so much............I feel like i'm in this constant cycle
We've been talking about death a lot......
And its helped me realize somethings, such as
I need to slow down, i took a drive today, just to drive and it was wonderful
I need to tell people how much they mean to me
It makes me think about if i am really making a difference
In my little piece of the world, I don't really know
These days all i want to do is sit around drinking tea,
and talk to all the people that really mean something to me
I'm starting to feel helpless........i don't like that
Even a part of me feels scared....i don't like that either

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