doubts

Things are crazy i am once again doubting all my summer plans........if i go to camp i have that amazing experience....if i stay home i get differant experiences. I dont remember a summer i didnt go to camp, but at the same time i want something different. If i got to camp i am not able to save as much money, if i stay home i have a ton more oppertunities so im not really sure.....



On to lighter things My birthday is saturday, and my bestie in the whole world is coming!!!!! im so excited, i purchesed my plane tickets for my trip to arkansas, which is good but im dreading it like always. I think im going to prom, i found a fantastic dress.... and once again i am changing my mind every 5 min on what to do, who to spend time with, oh do i want to date this person, no not at all, he is an ass, i love the weather! thats about it!