Tuesday, September 15, 2009

another

another day at school. I greatly enjoy school! I take my road test today! Im so nervous. Ive been praying like crazy.

reflection on my life
I feel like my life is a bit sureal, Im happy. And I realized i was miserable most of last year. and things that made me happy really depressed me more in the long run.
I was in Utica last week, and its kinda ugly and boring. At one point we were at the boys show and i give tab this look and she said "whats that look about?" And I told her "that this is what my life has become, and i get to take that home" And I was reflecting on how i would be perfectly okay if this was my life forever, Im finally at a place that i am perfectly content. and it is a beautiful thing, But when i always feel like that something big happens. But at the same time big things are happening that are pretty terrible. I guess I need to take things as they come. And trust.

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