march

in 3 lousy hours after im long asleep I have 20 days till my favorite day of the entire year!

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

ALSO

THE DAY I SEE MY LOVE

Saturday

Its a saturday, and im ready to be alone, maybe even take another trip to the gym, and tan a bit. I need air, serious air. I need sun. I need warmth. I'll take it in the form of a text, or call, or hug, or anything. I just need dom i guess. Im kind of sick of people right now. And its time for a good cry i believe.

ugh what am i going to do with myself

i think i just need to curl up and watch a movie, not result to the gym for a second time today.

I might be working myself to hard, but im highly doubting that recently. I just need to soak in everything.

I am possibly listening to the best album i have ever heard, but this will be the case till the next one comes out! I am amazed by people sometimes.

I had a conversation with Sean Kelly last night, and I miss that child and all his miraculousness, don't tell him i said that. It will go to his head! hahahaha But he is a good child. I appreciate him in life and im not exactly sure what i would do without him in it.

Im tired, thats what a day will bring you.

My cat has to be put down this week. Im not really sure im going to take it well. I have never been that fond of him, but he is still our cat, and we have had him for 10 years. Thats a big deal.

God has been getting me through these days, i rely on him alot, or at least i try to. because i know by myself im an utter failure. and thats comforting knowing that i have someone who is everything for me, and will pick me up when i need it and even when i miss everyone He is there to pick me up and tell me it's ok.

I am taking some me time today, and this is good

Snow

I effing Hate Snow.....

24 DAYS! Because I can do this. 6 weeks is the longest, but its already almost half over.

This is where I want to be.

love

This cycle of love......... I find it beautiful. I find my life beautiful. Even today.

My boy is making his dreams come true today ;)

spring break

I just need spring break.

25 days! I can do this I swear!

I've been working on my beach body! Because I will be be looking good by them.

South Carolina and the beach here i come.

Can I just say how freaking upsetting this stupid weather is, except when it comes to no school i am sincerely loving that!

I decided to blog again, well more often i should say!

I am immensely proud of the love of my life, because-

1. He sent me flowers

2. he does things he hates just because it will make me happy

3. He loves me when im a bitch

4. His third album came out, oh today

5. He is going on tour tomorrow, with who, the Indigo Girls

6. He is happy even when i send him cloths that don't fit

7. He is kinda hot

8. He works his ass off, but still appreciates me working my ass of too

9. I'll stop boring you!