Saturday

Its a saturday, and im ready to be alone, maybe even take another trip to the gym, and tan a bit. I need air, serious air. I need sun. I need warmth. I'll take it in the form of a text, or call, or hug, or anything. I just need dom i guess. Im kind of sick of people right now. And its time for a good cry i believe.

ugh what am i going to do with myself

i think i just need to curl up and watch a movie, not result to the gym for a second time today.

I might be working myself to hard, but im highly doubting that recently. I just need to soak in everything.

I am possibly listening to the best album i have ever heard, but this will be the case till the next one comes out! I am amazed by people sometimes.

I had a conversation with Sean Kelly last night, and I miss that child and all his miraculousness, don't tell him i said that. It will go to his head! hahahaha But he is a good child. I appreciate him in life and im not exactly sure what i would do without him in it.

Im tired, thats what a day will bring you.

My cat has to be put down this week. Im not really sure im going to take it well. I have never been that fond of him, but he is still our cat, and we have had him for 10 years. Thats a big deal.

God has been getting me through these days, i rely on him alot, or at least i try to. because i know by myself im an utter failure. and thats comforting knowing that i have someone who is everything for me, and will pick me up when i need it and even when i miss everyone He is there to pick me up and tell me it's ok.

I am taking some me time today, and this is good