Monday, May 31, 2010

anticipating what could possibly be one of the most amazing days <3

Monday, May 24, 2010

goodbye

im saying good bye to my hair ive worked so hard to grow!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I say today was a success!

So I am deciding to take everyday as it comes and not stress because I have nothing to stress over, at 19, with a good job, and a car, and a hell of a good family, everything is good!!!!!

So once again I am reminded of my morals, and I need to encourage myself in those. I hate having friends with no morals though, it makes fighting the battle of trying to be a good person impossible. So I am deciding that I need some new friends. This is my task of this week. I know I can't blame things on others, and im not, but its one less battle i must face. So wholesome activities is where i heard that this starts. Like game nights, and movie nights, and parks, and BBQ's i guess, Hiking. This is good. Inside i believe everyone has a desire to be a good person, And I think people just dont know how to get that.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

straightedge

Im claiming straightedge and Im ok with that! Im going to be the good girl i really am

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

happiness is a warm gun?

So i kinda miss shooting things, I miss feeling secure and in control but completely powerless all in the same breath....... My Security is in me and the ability to change when i feel, and not feeling like im letting someone down because of it! My best friend is home today! I WILL see him tomorrow. Im sitting next to my soulmate and wondering if someone will ever get me the way she does, because i sure as hell don't think so! Thats the pessimist in me...... But the Optimist, the 56% of me, thinks i will definitely find one! and I am happy, it leaks through my skin! I have been accomplishing things from this week!
When You cry I cry

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

These are crazy times my friend

Monday, May 17, 2010

;)

Had one of the best days ever!!!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

some new things

oh saturday nights...Im home......but this is good. Im Tired, but her it is 10:15 and I have been up since 4:20ish.....

This day and age I often get tired of being unoriginal so im going to try new things from here on out....

This week im going to.......
the gym 6 days
only eat bread 3 times
eat pasta once
complete one illustrator project
hand in my CRHC application
apply at some various banks
apply at various health clinics
go to the beach
connect with an old friend or too


thats how i feel about this week.................9 things in 7 days it can be done

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Am I living it right?

Am I living my life right? question for today!
2 more finals!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

serious now serious

Have you ever looked back at something and hated it. And just decide that it wasn't really good for you. I'm feeling that way about a few things.....but its whatever thats life, so Im going to close that part of my life and never open it again. You know, but its always hard.

bucket list for summer 2010 (Maegies and Morgies)
1. Dance to Georgia on my mind in a park under the stars
2. beach it up with lots of layer for morg and lack there of for maeg
3. take a yearly trip to six flags, get ridiculously sun-burned and drink way to much soda
4. Find maeg a date for a wedding or two
5. Take a effing awesome roadtrip somewhere epic
6. Get a new job/ job in general
7. Take a deep breath everyday
8. Do a 5k/ morg watch one
9. Be the person someone is proud of
10. Go to the fair
11. Go to a festival
12. Go to 3 Concerts
13. Go party, our style
14. take a walk
15. have a party
16. see my mom on one of the happiest days of her life
17. be an awesome sister
18. hang with our maliky
19. take in every beautiful day
20. get up super early
21. take a vacation!
22. the list continues

beach

Im so looking forward to my beach trip next monday! And Finals being over! And my summer!!!! And making New Friends!


I would like to go one a date! I got the hottest dress for my moms wedding!!!! The day is going to be sooo fun!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

2/3

Two Down Three more to go! WOOOHOOO This time next week ill be done with my freshman year!

Performance final was incredible and I wish i could do it all over!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

end

MY STRESS IS ENDING!!!! I get to sleep tonight! Im excited!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Sunday, May 2, 2010

ahhhhhhh

CRAZY MUTANT ANTS are taking other my house

heaven

heaven is in your eyes! Breathlessness is in your smile!

this is what i want