Friday, August 20, 2010

friday, love, and catastrophes

AHHHHH

I am my mothers daughter, I amaze myself with my ridiculousness, flightiness, spontaneity, Bitchyness, loudness, uncontrollable self.

I am happy with this hand god has dealt me, but what card am I picking up next?

I want to be know for being an incredible God loving woman, who has alot going on and juggles it beautifully and Well, but messes up too.

I am in love. This love would be my air, my everything surrounding me.

Am I sad, probably more so than i have been in awhile. But I recognize it, and i recognize the reason.

I love my sisters, and my mother.

I am incredibly excited for tomorrow! but no where near ready for sunday night.

I am saying goodbye to my baby, my best friend, my soulmate, my half, even if it is only for a short time, I am sad, I miss her already, and Im scared.

Mark it down in the books Ya'll Maegan Renee Harrison I legit scared for what is coming next.

God doesn't like having me be comfortable. He likes ruining my plans.

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