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He is not safe, but He is good....... I was reminded of this today. And it got me thinking. God is not safe,fact. He is good, fact. Good things He brings often times look to us like they have risks. This being said, I think I live my life without risks. Th past few months I've hurt a lot of people. And I don't like that at all. I don't like the idea of leaving distruction in my wake. To misquote John Green. others may be a drizzle, and I may be a hurricane, but I don't wish to destroy. So with this in mind I came close to losing someone I really cared about because of my stupidity. There was a week my heart was broken, I thought I had lost my best friend in the whole world. Someone who put up with my insanity, and is everthing I like in a human being. So as I am pouring my heart put expressing my apologies and the hurt I am feeling, I get shown Grace. I saw Jesus's love in that. So this is not safe, but it is good. I know this because I can laugh all the time. I have my bestfriend around, who likes music and shows, hiking and movies, rockband and beer, my craziness and stupidity, my dorkiness and cuteness. So as I was laying in bed a few minutes ago, I can't help but cry, for no reason but that I'm happy. I was looking at a damn picture and I thought my heart would burst. That's how I know this is good.