So Today was a ton of fun. And my insecurities are washed clear. I like a boy, and like this was about forever ago, thats a big deal. Well this kind of like is. Its not superficial, its deeper than that. The last time I've felt If I was a girl that liked people purely on looks, well thank Heaven I'm not and never have been or never will. It makes people incredibly shallow, and I would rather think of myself as the opposite of that. But I think this boy is so very cute, but Morgan doesn't but when was the last time we agreed on someones cuteness? Oh, Never. He's so funny, and nice, and smart. BLAH BLAH BLAH....... But his grandma was asking my mom if I really did like him, and his Aunt was sending pictures of us to his mom......hmmmmmmm. Sounds lke someone besides us is concocting a love potion.
What am I going to be for Halloween???? Oh the complexities of life. haha Teapot, or Superwoman, to my clark kent. Or something fabulous? hmmm
So It's my babys birthday tomorrow, He's going to be 8. I love that kid more than just about anything! And if I could i would buy him cloths and toys and take him places, and have things be like old times. I can't do that though, thats favoritism.
In Goshen there is a 8 yr old kid thats been missing since 5 my time. He's Autistic and non-verbal. It's kinda breaking my heart. Im just praying a lot for this boy and his family and for God to bring him home safely. Its just scary though. And Infuriating at the same time. What could his family be thinking, or did they let this/cause it. And if that didn't how could they let him out of their sight? This is a kid, and special needs on top of that. They are truly a treasure. This brings to mind the fragility of life.
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