yearly reflection.

Yearly reflection post, A day early since tomorrow Ill be getting shitfaced with my love. Let Us review last years reflection blog..... "What do I want to do this year? I want to completely live in my own skin. I want to wake up everyday and be truly grateful that I am alive. I want to try new things, and take a little risk. I want to be so into Jesus, and learn to fully trust him in everything. I want to make a radical change. I want to help people. I want to follow a calling. I want to fall in love, hopelessly and hold nothing back. I want to give my all to someone. In 2012 I will respect myself more. I will only seek to be around others who respect me just as much. If I get in a relationship I will make sure that I am an equal part of that, I will require them to be just as into me and give a shit as I do about what they think of me. I'm not going to care about the status quo, or how I measure up to the society around me. I want to change and evolve to become a much more rounded person. This year I want to hope, dream, wish, love, leap, learn, and believe. I wish to commit my whole life to the plan God has for me and to completely stop worrying about. I want to immerse myself in Jesus. " I believe I achieved all of these things. I loved....and loved the Idea of love. I actually found what I think at this moment is true love. I experienced a ton of heartache mostly that I put myself through. I figured out what and who is most important to me. I learned to mostly not care what people think of me. I lost 30 pounds and more to come.....change! I got a new tattoo. I bought A fuckin gorgeous dress that I will only probably wear once. I found my love for Jesus. I turned 21. I took trips and met some of the greatest people ever. I am equal in relationships. 2012 did me good!! I fucking finished a degree!!!! 2013...... What could I seriously want from this year. I have everything I want. Well I would like to wear my dress this year, but Im not betting on that. I woulod like my own house. But I am happy! Bottom line I AM HAPPY!!!!